Me-and-U-Magazine

Gold diamond ring, Make my heart sing. Relationship perfection, Until your misdirection. How many lies told To one you would give gold? How can you lie? Makes me want to die. Why cause so much pain? Tears pouring like rain. Dreamed of many years. Gold covered in tears.

Walking down the street was the woman in the red dress. Everyone seemed to stop for the woman in the red dress. Tear stains were ignored on the woman in the red dress. Men began to talk to the woman in the red dress. “How are you?”  “What’s up?”  ”Beautiful red dress.” They didn’t see the feelings of the woman in the red dress. What a day had befallen the woman in the red dress. But all they had seen was the woman in the red dress. “Why won’t you talk?”  “Listen to me!”  “Slutty red dress.” The words turned harsher to the women in the red dress. If they

They tell me what to say. I do it every single day. I take all of their tips. Their words on my lips. Language should be free, As free as can be, But the ****** says no, That's how it must go. Well I *** no more. ***** open this door. I’ll say ******** I want. **** those ******** a taunt. How ***** ****** be crimes, When *** can *** it for dimes. It’s ******** what **** hide. What **** keep *******. So *** will ***** know. The **** that **** ***. **** the **********. **** all **** such ****, But *** can’t ****. It’s **** **** as ***.

Misunderstanding long-term. You were always so firm. Demonized conditions From your supervision. Never knew who you are. Like a dream it seems bizarre. How could I never see? How stupid could I be? Grossly twisted reactions To minor infractions. Don’t want you near. Deeply seated fear. Never knew who you are. Like a dream it seems bizarre. How could I never see? How stupid could I be? No rebel; I hated you. Thought you hated too. I had it so wrong, But it’s been too long. Never knew who you are. Like a dream it seems bizarre. How could I never see? How stupid could I be? How didn’t I see, You always loved me.

When you’re stressed Here comes the pain. When you’re stressed You’re driven insane. When you’re stressed From the pain inside. You’re more stressed You’ve already cried. When you’re stressed You have to hold back. When you’re stressed Avoid anxiety attack. When you’re stressed There’s nothing to do. When you’re stressed There’s only you.

How can I trust you When lying’s so easy to do? Tell me why I should stay, Why I should give you a day? You say you’ll get therapy. Fear isn’t just taken from me. Don’t know if that’s a lie. Why should I even try?

In the back of my ear; Your voice is clear. I don’t want to hear. But you’re always near. Always following me; I can never be free. Why can’t you see? Why must you be? Wherever I’m going to There is always you. What am I to do? Just take a clue.

Take back some of your love. I'm not an angel for above. Of all the flaws that you see, Not a single one you find in me. You're in a circle of self hate. Can't you see that I inflate? What I'd do to make you smile; I'll try it once in a while. Kiss and hug is all you could ask. So I make up a destructive task. Cut you open, make you bleed. I'm the poison on which you feed. Somehow I'm amazing to you. Does it even matter what I do? Self esteem is way too low, But punishment is all I know. Trying to curb my sadistic ways Or you won't survive many days. Why can't love just be easy? Are we really meant to be?